So I totally dropped the ball this year, here I am thinking that my girl’s Birthday is tomorrow, so I go up extra early to bring in bagels. Sent her boss a text early this morning, asking her to pick up some flowers & juice…since I knew I wouldn’t have time. Planned on writing this post tomorrow first thing in the MORNING, so I could’ve emailed the link to her, before she got to work. Because I figured she would be BUSY tomorrow, with lunch plans (as she always, has some ish to do!).
However, I F**KED up ROYALLY & mistook her Birthday (date) for our colleague’s…which so was NOT my intention. To say I am sorry, isn’t enough because my SHINNING STAR deserves more than that, I cannot begin to tell you, how many times she has been my shoulder to cry on, how many times she has listened to me…when she wanted to say “VEE SHUT THE F**K UP”, she is truly what her name means…a STAR!!!
If it wasn’t for work, I would have never met her. She has a very special kindred spirit, she is a hopeless romantic which makes the way she loves, that more precious. I feel like shit because I didn’t even send her a text, yea I know shit happens…but important dates like BIRTHDAYS to those that mean the most to you, should never be forgotten. I always say I am going to start using my CALENDAR (on my phone) but obviously…I have yet to actually do it.
I just hope that she can find it in her heart to forgive me & let me take her out to lunch. Tell her how AWESOME she is a trillion times over, until she says “SHIIIEET, YOU KNOW YOU’RE MY # 1 BITCH!”.
I love you more than you will ever know, my shining star. There were times these past 2 years, I know for a fact I wouldn’t of made if without you. I promise next year, I am camping outside your F***KING house, and knocking on your door at 12am screaming “HAPPY BIRTHDAY”!!!
Even though I suck & forgot that it was on the 3rd & it’s not on the 6th…I hope you had an awesome day, I hope you were surrounded by tons of love, because MAMA you sure to do deserve it!!! I love you my shining STAR!!!